Well, I’ve decided to tell dude that I’m moving on. I realized the other day that he wants to control me with material things, such as the ring, the house. He wanted me to audition or jump hoops for it. I’m not that kind of girl. And I can’t lie getting out a little more and realizing there is a lot more guys out there helped me say it’s over. Not because I think the grass is greener but because I have not explored at all since my divorce. I went from divorce to this guy. I’m sure I will find another guy that will impress me and make me reconsider falling in love again but for now I just want to sample life.
The new guy lingers around but more so on friend type level. This guy is highly intelligent and has been a useful resource at the moment. He has made it no secret that when I’m ready to cross the line he is down with it but he respects my stand on things right now. Besides, he is not waiting around on any chic either, in fact I think we are in the same place as far as relationship goes…but I’m not investing much energy in that area.
I’m getting ready to get out more with the girls. I want to focus on my next career move as I have set a goal for the next 6-12 months. I want to make a power move. And been in a very emotional state with love shit does not help me get there. So there it is…
Serenity Single Again and leaving her options open…
