Im getting random text from the man in question. Of course, I being the bratt that I am and not replying on responding with one word. I got another perspn with a strong interest in me at the SAME DAMN TIME! Lol…(its a song)… But seriously another male has been trying to pursuit me but of course I am emotionally unavailable. Lordy! And I cant remember the last time I have had an organic release… I need to book a flight to Mandingo Land! Haha… Is Sex the topic of my life? Or Love? Welp I got neither right now so Im going to settle for a drink… But note after hours I will b posting about the Blogger I fell for.
18 May
Friday is Here
Its all wet in my area…but hey its Friday! Im looking forward to my weekend. Hoping to catch up on some rest. Not much to report… But if you have anything you would like to discuss I am open to suggestions.
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17 May
JUST ANOTHER RANT
My girl Offdadome wrote a post on a similar situation you can click here to read. Friday
Don’t you hate it when you have people who are always needing your help, advice or money but when you need an ear to listen they don’t have the time. These people are meant to be on a shit list! LOL! Or that negative girlfriend who always got bad advice because their in a miserable state. Good friends are hard to find. And I can’t even say Men make better friends anymore because most of them act like girls now or want to secretly hit it. Therefore, best thing to do is depend on yourself for inner strength! By the way~ I am feeling good about my decision to move forward. I didn’t sleep well last night but other than that I’m good. Thinking of what I can do in my house this weekend. I will no longer seek love or relationships. And I do not I repeat do not want to be banged by old ex-boyfriends as they seem to sniff there is trouble in paradise! Nope! I’m keeping this shop closed… the only person who will touch this is me! HAHA
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16 May
Basketball Wives
Evelyn need some class! I would beat her down and dragg that red heffa but she need more than that. Somebody need to tell her, first, she is not that cute with them duck lips and two, real women dont carry on like that! I don’t even look at this mess anymore unless its the only thing on… How you feel about the Hot Ghetto Messy Basketball Wives?
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16 May
Black Men Big Penis?
So a white woman asked me is it really true that all black men have big dicks! Um, well ma’am being that my numbers are low I can only answer with an opinion. I have yet to have a tiny one but my girlfriends has shared laughs with me that they are out there! Lol!
Can someone tell me where this black big dick thing came from? And why are they extra meaty? Hmm… Guess Ill do some research but in the mean… Please share your thoughts views & experiences or size! Lol
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15 May
In a way my life is like a Tyler Perry Movie
So here’s the verdict! I needed him so badly to confirm his words with a symbol of his love. I needed him inside me at the time of proposal. It’s obvious I am a hopeless romantic. Yet, I live in this fantasy alone. Sorry to break my heart and yours but today we said our good byes and there will be no Mr & Mrs… I thought I was going to be the Princess who runs off with her Prince but nope I am just the single mom of four who’s given up on love!
You know that saying you have to laugh to keep from crying well that’s my mood today. Luckily, I have enough love stored up inside of me not to let this take me down. I’m good with my choice. He let me walk away so…guess it wasn’t worth it all anyway. He loves me and I love him and I’ll just hold on to that for now.
Now let me put this in ghetto terms:If a Bitch can’t recognize a dime when he got one then fuck him!
15 May
Video blog test
I tried to upload a video blog for you guys but I guess I am not able to. I don’t know what it is that I am doing wrong. Oh well. stay tuned as I wanted to give u guys a live update! lol
15 May
Is this what u been waiting for?
He calls me and ask can he come through…sure I reply in a I don’t care voice. Usually this will be the time I would run to the shower, light some candles and make sure everything is in order in my home. Nope, not this time. I just laid there in my hello kitty boy shorts and a tank top. Hair slightly wild as I been lying around all morning. I did get up and unlock the door and sent a text to him the door is open. I had fallen into a deep sleep and was startled by the tall man standing over me looking all serious. He kisses me on my forehead and ask am I okay. I nod my head yes. He began to strip off his pants and slides in the bed with me. Still no emotion and no excitement from me. I roll over to my side (spoon action?) He began to kiss me down my neck…then further down my back…still nothing. Yet, my body is coming alive as I feel tingles between the warmth of my buttermilk thighs. He flips me over and he ask is this what you been waiting for? And I look at him with a confused look, no words, but I place my hand on his chest. He slides off my boy shorts and pulls out this long object connected to him. Oh lord here comes the hammer…sighs as if I don’t want him to penetrate me. He ask again is this what you been waiting for. Yes I mumble in a soft voice as I just want this to be over. He pulls me closer to him then he began to try to kiss me. My head turns avoiding his tongue inside my mouth. He look at me with a sadness now and he pauses and says to me. I know you feel I have let you down but I want to make it up to you if you will let me. He slides his penis inside me with one deep thrust and then be leans in to kiss me this time my lips meets his and as he slides his tongue in my mouth…There is something between his tongue and mine…Bling!! It’s a diamond ring and he says again Is this what you been waiting for?
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15 May
Time out!
Today is one of those days where you just relax and take some time away from it all. Sending kids to school, calling out from work, just not feeling that great today…tired. My body need rest! Time out!
14 May
Meds for Stress
I been avoiding this subject with my doctor. Im here now and I think its time I ask for something. The lack of dick in my life and added stress because of one on top of raising 3 teen heffas… I think has made me consider it. Im on the edge lately… What do you think about pills for stress, anxiety and so on??!
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